Well its nearing the end of my semester one holidays and i'm kinda undecided about how i feel of it. A side of me is longing to get back to college as there is this part of my brain thats sick of not being used often enough. :) Besides staying home this often is making me procrastinate even more.. >.<
as though i aint lazy enough :)
on the bright side i've actually trained on my golf a whole lot more. On the other hand theres this other half of my brain which is too lazy to start regurgitating all the facts once again what more going through the hassle of waking up extra early just to get to college, the reluctance to cramp myself with all the other sweaty tired people on the bus. Blehh. Right now, that part of my brain is still pulsating harder. So right now i wish my holidays would last that bit longer. aih.
Not to mention, after the holidays some of my friends will leave their colleges as they have received a better offer through JPA. Screw the governments requirements to study in its local colleges. There goes my monday breakkies, my tuesday lunchies, my friday evenings as well as my any day available time together !
I feel as though im just settling down and yet i have to pick myself up all over again, harden my heart to the numb feelings just to get through each coming day as though i was going to war.. mummy !! well imma stop ranting now. Glees on ! :) hopefully that will distract me in the meantime :)
I wanna call you tonight ! ;p toodles peeps.
on the bright side i've actually trained on my golf a whole lot more. On the other hand theres this other half of my brain which is too lazy to start regurgitating all the facts once again what more going through the hassle of waking up extra early just to get to college, the reluctance to cramp myself with all the other sweaty tired people on the bus. Blehh. Right now, that part of my brain is still pulsating harder. So right now i wish my holidays would last that bit longer. aih.
Not to mention, after the holidays some of my friends will leave their colleges as they have received a better offer through JPA. Screw the governments requirements to study in its local colleges. There goes my monday breakkies, my tuesday lunchies, my friday evenings as well as my any day available time together !
I feel as though im just settling down and yet i have to pick myself up all over again, harden my heart to the numb feelings just to get through each coming day as though i was going to war.. mummy !! well imma stop ranting now. Glees on ! :) hopefully that will distract me in the meantime :)
I wanna call you tonight ! ;p toodles peeps.
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